I posted this in the Member's Lounge because it's kind of a personal topic for me. I know it's a fairly common problem anymore but would like some advice from those who are older and who I respect. It's not about women; it's about life, but we all know women are just one of the dimensions to PU. I appreciate what you all have to say.
I've said before that I'm only 20 and don't know much. I love to learn just about anything and everything, and I hardly struggle in my classes. I love school, but it's causing some serious debt. By the time I get done with my BA I'll be around 60k in the hole. I'm scared. Seriously scared. I'm afraid that I won't be able to pay it all back, which really isn't an option, but neither is not going to school. I NEED an education. You can't get far without one anymore. I used to think maybe I'd have a future in this but I doubt that more and more each day. I've contacted big names in The Game but they don't want to help me. To them I'm just another kid, which I guess I don't blame them because I'd probably think the same thing too. This is what I like to do and I don't know what else I would do that would make me happy. I've considered the military after graduation just because it's a solid job, not because I have any interest in it.
I have big dreams.
I just want to be successful.
I guess I don't know what I'm looking for. Sit me on your knee and pat me on the back until I'm done crying, "It's okay Cody, it'll all be okay." Tell me life sucks. I'm trash, come from trash, and all I'll ever be is lower middle class. Tell me I should grab a job at a factory around here, take care of my parents, and then die. But I don't want that. I want to actually live.
Thanks again for your sympathy, empathy, or whatever you have to say.