You've been deluding yourself. You've been working on yourself, wondering why the girls aren't coming around. Truth is, they are. You aren't afraid that you can't do it, you're afraid that you can. It's all new for you and you've always been afraid of new things. What if you get rejected? What if you get hurt? Yeah, it's happened before. You know it sucks.
You play in a band. You do your own thing, you live in the moment. Girls like that. But you're a pussy. You dip out before you give yourself a chance. You tell yourself you can't do it so you don't have to. That HB8 hot ass blonde in your class? She didn't just give you the eye and come sit by you for no reason. Why did you have to walk away so fast? You gotta believe in yourself dude. And all those chicks smiling at you and giving you the eye? It's okay to go talk to them. You can't wait for them to come talk to you. They give you that sign and then you open them up. That's just how it goes.
I know it's hard cus you're a virgin but feel that sh1t in your d1ck. You know what I'm talking about, you've felt it before. Feel that sexual energy and farkin revel in it. Feel it in your d1ck, not your head, that energy will guide you. We're all human, it's only natural, this is going to happen whether you like it or not. The sooner the better so you can move on with your life. You're heading down the right path and you've come a long way. This is just the next step.
Don't be afraid, this isn't something to fear. This is truly something beautiful - for now you see the true nature of reality. You see the Matrix for what it is. In your desire for safety you walled yourself in and, like a fool, complained that you were trapped. A great cosmic joke.
You deserve a quality woman. And you're going to make a girl very happy. That first time? You did it right. It was the right girl. Spread the peace, love, and good vibes buddy. You already know the answers. Believe it.