By pure chance I'm in the same city as my ex.
It's a very tough period for me.
I don't know many people here, I don't go out much if at all (I feel bad spending money when I don't have an income), I haven't managed to find a good job so far despite my best attempts and all my family and closest friends are far away.
She's outgoing and goes out often, knows many people, so I see her as a possible new friend and a great contact that could bring me back at least to social life.
But at the same time I think it would be a bad idea.
Everytime we met without being in a relationship it's gotten sexual and some feelings resurfaced, we haven't been in touch since almost 2 years after I cut off contact, and her last mail said she felt bad as she thought I was her best option for a relationship.
What do you think?