Okay Sleeper, I'm calling BS on all your reasons! Because it sounds like me. I can blow holes in every one of those arguments because it sound like me. But I'm not going to be the one to. I'm going to ask you to do it! I know you can. You have a whole community of us. I dare say there are guys on this forum who use to sound like the two of us! We are all here to support, but only you can take that first step! I can't do it for you and you can't do it for me. But do take that step! It's almost like your staring at a painting, but only at one tiny spec, nothing else. You need to back up and take a look at the whole thing! You might even have to go across the room to see! The painting is our life. A couple of specks do not define us! Ciao, FauxPas.