You ever looked at the past and thought, "Damn! What the hell was I thinking?"
I'm willing to bet every bit of my modest paycheck on it you have. What happens when this becomes common place? This phrase seems to become a repeated soundtrack to your interactions with women, which soon eats away at your self-image.
There was a time long ago, where I was a social outcast because of my weight and the way I dressed. Heartbreak after heartbreak seemed to litter my childhood like a child might litter your neighbourhood. In my later teenage years I have made vast improvements to my appearance and my confidence, kiss closing many times, but thats just it only kiss closing. If I counted my secual encounters on a hand it would be a very small hand indeed. My relationship status must be trying to keep in equilibrium with my sexlife because I've hardly had any relationships.
Though this isn't just about girls, its about growing my sovial circle, aquiring new skills, forming a lasting relationship not just to have a girl but to experiemce a happiness that in my heart of hearts I know I deserve.
Tired of commentating and watching on the sidelines as my friends and rivals participated in life, I decided I was ready to stop being a bystander and become a player, show the world and most ultimately me my potential. Perhaps in a somewhat cliche fashion, deciding I was ready to build a better me, I decided to create an identity. Someone who wouldnt coddle life until it gave them a reward, someone who would grasp life by the neck and strangle it until it gave him everything he desired.
So here I am, I figure this will help my mentality have a shift in paradigm, by giving my self improvement a gimmick. I found this forum deciding it had a lot of who had come from where I have, and inspiringly changed their lives and their personality for the better.
I am ready to begin fresh, and so I come with many questions, such as "Where do I start?"
And since we can name that 'other' us which we adopt as a persona for PUA, in the fashion of the German folktale, do declare: That today in this vast forum, the source of my username....
'Faust' is born.
Ok ok maybe I went abit over the top and dramatic, but yeah Im ready to have some fun and nice to meet you all