HI guys this is my first post. any response would be greatly appreciated.
I came to Canada about 5 years ago all the way from china. such life change but i just can't grasp and fit in to this society or have any circle of friends. Over the past 5 years i've seem to always be isolated. but i appreciate the solitude and i have a few good friends but we never get together like other white guys. now its summer time and i've just graduated from high school. My hopes were always just graduate from high school and have fun in the summer, and its drives me farking crazy at home! my life is really imbalanced because i've got absolutely zero friends to go out and have fun. nor I'm really a sociable guy, i don't attend parties, or go out with friends. home seems to be very comforting.
I'm new here to this forum but I'm not new to PUA, I've read everything from David D, neil, mystery, gary brodsky, just for curiosity.
Going to college in september, it scares the fark out of me because i don't want to go through the high school experience again.I don't drink, smoke, or take drugs,
but the fact i love my family enough to keep clean for the rest of my life. i think thats probably one of the reason why i can't fit in
I blame a lot of other things but I think the real problem is me. I'm looking for a change. a first step to becoming much more sociable with people in general. and of course farking every girl that fancy me.