Hey guys I've been thinking about joining this forum for a while now and I've finally done it.
I'll start with a bit of my personal background. I was in a relationship for three years with a girl I met when I was 16 and fresh out of high school. It was pretty good for a while. Very relaxed and chilled out. Her family liked me and they were always nice although I can't say mine were too friendly towards her.
A few months ago I learned that there was such a thing as a PUA. Even though I was in a relationship and I've had a few flings and LTR's in the past I figured that I might as well be better. Long story short I got a little bit crazy and started reading just about anything I could on the subject.
Last week I decided I'd had enough of my relationship. Not that I hated the girl or anything, just that now I see her as more of a friend than an exciting sexual partner. It took me a while to get the courage to break up with her. I think it was because I was scared of leaving my comfort zone. Three years doesn't just go away, even if the attraction does.
On the other hand, I've got a bit of a problem. Although me and the girl still chill out like the friends I felt like we were and I'm not even wanting to get her back... I feel kinda lonely. Maybe its just not having someone to cuddle up with on a cold night or whatever but I'm having a lot of trouble sleeping and my appetite has completely died, and I'm already very slim!
I don't think I'll be having any success at meeting people when I'm in this pervasively negative state. I feel like I can't trust anybody. I sometimes wonder if everyone is just going to betray each other. To try and cut it short, I don't know what to do. Can anybody please take some time to answer this? I know it's a lot of stuff to ask in one go, but I'm just so confused right now.