Hey guys I'm Hil. I live in North West Fl (30 min out of Pensacola if you know the area). I'm originally from Iceland but have lived here most of my life yet I'm still connected well to home. I turn 25 tomorrow.
I'm on here because I know I got a lot of things to work on and over come. I use to not have issues with women only because I managed to be in a long term relationship, but as time wore on things have been changing and things have gone downhill. I've lost touch with friends, my closest bud moved away a few weeks ago, going to school in an unfamiliar town, and need to stop being such a recluse and awkward/silent with women.
I've been on a near year and a half depression streak. Spend most of it single while the one or two relationships I had (no longer than 2 months) ended badly and me feeling even worse. Things have finally started coming back together: After waiting over a year my brother and I managed to close our deal on buying a house (trapped at moms the whole time, long story involved), back in college at a new school on track with my education after slacking on it past few years.
With that said I'm already trying to take proper steps to open up more and get over my social anxiety and fears. I've browsed some of the guides and can see how I can improve so much of myself. I'm an attractive guy but miss the social personality to make the connection to let people know how awesome I really am.
Tomorrow I'm going to a concert which is totally out of the norm for me but something I feel I need to do in order to jump start social interaction.