Hey, my name is jay im taking a semester off before starting college to try and get my mind right after a bad experience my senior year of highschool. During highschool i was pretty solid in my social life i was kind of a class clown type of guy, not really pua material but i was fun and made people laugh so i got a little attention from girls.
At the start of senior year i started dating this girl it went okay at first but then she started getting really controlling and moody all the time. When i was dating her i met someone else and liked her immeidiately but she had a boyfriend, so i ending up spending the whole year pining after an unnavailable girl, and dating a controlling bitchy girl i never broke up with no matter how she treated me ( either because i was to much of a pussy or i just didnt wanna be single and i knew i wouldnt be able to be with the girl i wanted )
When summer started i broke up with her and started getting my sh1t together which led me to some pua stuff and eventually here if anyone has any advice it be much appreiciated