Hey how's it going guys?

My names Ryan I'm 22 from Canada born and raised. A little background about me, I play in a band who frequently tours, constantly in social situations though I still find myself to be a little socially awkward. I wouldn't say I'm oblivious, but half the time I'm not the best at reading body language or moving forward conversation. I usual talk for a bit and then back out do to anxiety and leave the conversation. My goal here is to learn as much as possible and create a thriving social life I can take pride in. Besides my ex (just got of a 3 year relationship) I have only been with 3 other woman (2 before her and 1 since the break up) and I find that a lot of my confidence was sucked out when the relationship ended. I'm ready to get back on the horse and eager to learn.