Well, like most of us on here I'd gather, I was super shy during high school and got laid once, I think... It was blurry and in a car with my buddy and girl in the front seat. Wouldn't be memorable except I think I got an STD from her. With that I was initiated into the sex life and broke the barrier seperating me from the last of the shmucks.
That's what I thought. But really I didn't get laid after that for another 2 years or so. Now, I'm a really good looking guy, and am super modest, but I was completely terrified of talking to girls. I still am, fuck.
I can get laid based purely on my looks but everytime recently that has happened I was super drunk and the girls were about 6's. Smelling of desperation and wet tuna. I need help guys. I feel like I am smart and can say funny, sexual things while texting but put me in front of a girl face to face and I turn into the guy who looks up at the girl through his eyelids, giving her cute smiles, and almost shaking his body back and forth, like a little girl. It is pathetic.
I keep kissing ass and it gets me nowhere. Yet, when I go the other route and don't try to kiss a girl's ass I turn into a sullen dick. So, I'm here to break out of this shame. I feel like my lack of sex is a big contributor to my low self-esteem and I'm here to learn from the best. My goal is to hook up with an 8 within the next month. To do that, I'm gonna have to do some studying and maybe wear a face mask while talking to her, maybe not. If you guys relate or have anything you want to tell or ask please go ahead! Can't wait for the dream to become reality.