I.M.Mortal, thanks so much man. Sorry I'm so late in replying back to your post, but I've been very busy lately. I met that other girl last night. And OMG. Best secks I've had in ages, if ever. I managed to get her comfort to a level where she would try anything. LITERALLY ANYTHING. I won't go into details but, wow. When I look at it I think it's because I just lead her and am very casual and jokey. I don't make assumptions, and I show that I'm very open to any suggestions, or to anything that turns her on. I definitely will be seeing her again . You're right about Karissa. I have actually realised that my inner game is a lot stronger than I think, I think my main problem until I discovered more about game theory was that I put my alpha shield up too often, and too constantly, so I'd never let girls get past. I think this was due to a fear of rejection and getting my ego dented. I no longer have this fear, or at least am getting over it. When I speak to girls and get shot down, I just carry on, and at the end of the night I go over it and try and figure out what went wrong in those interactions. If I can't figure it out I post on here.
I have done a total Freeze-Out on Karissa. I'm seeing her anyway on 1st Feb for this rave, and I'm organising meeting up and everything, so she's put herself in a bit of a position by trying to play games :P. She's just texted me actually, weirdly. She says
'Szabo?! R u ok? I haven't seen u in a week!! :S is everything alright?'
:P lol will reply when I can be arsed. I'll tell her that she has no idea. Got chased by bears that escaped from the zoo in a forest in Yorkshire, had to run all the way to scotland to a salmon river where I could distract them from eating me. Or some similar silly bullshit.
The truth is my alpha shield has gone up because alarm bells started ringing. I'm literally just going to try and figure out how to better my game with her from now. Use her as a kind of test dummy for improving my game as you say. She needs a favour from me because she's coming to this gig with me and has already bought the ticket. Her and her friend. So yeah. Would you say the best thing to do is to make out with other girls in the club and see if she reacts? At the end of the day, we haven't even made out so it wouldn't be like I'm doing anything wrong. I kinda just wanna see what she'd do, and I'm not too bothered about the outcome.