From now on it will only be improvement.
I will start working 5 days a week so i can leave my hometown and leave the past behind. I will stop talking about people behind their backs. I will stop right here while writing it using dope and drinks to justify using more dope because it gives me the creeps. I am gonna leave my family because i need time to work on myself before i can prove that my life is a succestory. I will fully commit myself on my nursing study and improve every aspect that will make it work better. I will love the world. I will stop complaining and will stop engaging in arguments. I will make myself comfortable with inner and outer conflict and will never be run over again.
I will never use verbal or physical violence unless it is to eliminate a direct threat to me or my environment. I will never abuse or exploit a person/animal or situation anymore. And i will stop being a victim
You people will be able to read about this journey for quite a time. Later this week i will post my first field report and my first purposes in gaining a succesfull life.