I just feel I need to get this off my chest guys. Just over a year ago I was going out with a girl who at the time I was completely blinded by. When I say blinded I mean madly in love with and would do anything for and I wouldn't even look at other girls. This is, as I now realise, an alarming way to be, but that was something that I couldnt help. Maybe it's because I couldn't realise.
However we eventually broke up and I soon found out she was seeing one of my best friends. This literally ripped my entire being in half. I was completely crippled with depression and I woulnd't talk to people, wouldn't go out and became a hermit of sorts. I also failed my 3rd year of university as honestly I just gave up on everything in life. A truly terrible part of my life. However, eventually day by day I got a little bit better until around 8 months after those events I woke up one moring and just didn't feel the same. This was one of the most surreal feelings I have ever felt. I just knew that I was finally over her. It felt as if a weight had been lifted from my shoulders and someone had switched on a light in a black room. Such a euphoric and life changing moment.
Since then I went on a bit of a bender of partying etc. As I was finally able to truly be myself. But after a while this wasn't enough and I wanted to improve upon every aspect of my life. I stumbled upon The Game - Neil Strauss and was intrugued by it but also wanted to find out if things went a bit deeper than described in the book. So I have been studying different materials from all different types of pua's.
But it's not just the whole pick up thing I'm trying to incorporate into my life. I want to improve EVERY aspect that I can. I mean if you can get better then why the hell shouldn't I? I am now trying to truly reach my potential and grow as a person. Since then I've rejoined the gym and I am doing a demanding exercise programme, I'm getting my teeth bleached, I've went out and bought a complete new wardrobe, I've gone back to taking care of my appearance, I'm resitting university, I'm taking up new hobbies and interests and doing alot of reading.
All in all the quality of my life is constantly improving and girls from my town have been really surprised as they hadn't seen me for a while. Surprised in a good way, 'oh I thought you were the quiet guy' (If they say this it's a personal favourite ioi i've got close to a 50% K-Close from that line). This post is my personal thanks to the community and the lessons in LIFE that it can provide and I hope that I continue down this path and be the best that I can be. So if you are feeling down and looking to get better with girls then you could do alot worse than to get better with yourself, be happy with yourself, know that you deserve the hot girls, the good job, the degree or whatever your specific target is. Because if you put the work in we will all get what we want, even if it takes time.
All the best guys!!