Howdy, I'm a 22 year old in San Diego trying to get my head out of video games and into the pickup game. I've always been a bit socially awkward but through highschool I had some decent opportunities to nut up with some 6-8HBs but due to my own fear or bad timing the best I got was a blowjob. After highschool I focused solely on video games and kept out of the social scene altogether. I eventually lost my virginity about 2 years ago to a girl I settled for because I knew she would say yes and I wouldn't have to fear rejection. After that brief relationship I went right back to video games. Where I'm at now, I see how poisonous my activities have been (not knocking casual gaming, just where I was at playing 40+ hours a week) and I'm trying to strike for some girls I am actually attracted to.
I'm here with the goals of curbing some of my anxieties about approach and rejection, working on conversation and confidence, and the end goal of sex with beautiful women and eventually a healthy relationship with one.