Hey, I usually know how to handle this, but when feelings is in the pictures all my sense is gone!
(Im sorry for my English, I dont have any correct programs here, Also I'm sorry if anything in this post is rude, I really don't mean to, just speaking my mind)
So I met this girl at a party, alot of guys were eyeballing her, and I could see she was tired of it..
So I pretented (as usual) that she was this fat girl who I really didn't give a sh1t(No offend) about, and we started talking eventually..Now I started liking this girl a lot, and eventually later on, it wasn't really about having sex with her. I kind of wanted her. So she slept over, we hanged out for some days, things went really well, I mean, it went perfect. But 4 days later after I met her, I had to go to work. Wich ment 1 month on a boat in a different country. So I was kind of prepared for it, so I build up as much attraction as I could in those 4 days. And now I'm on this boat and only have the internet and a phone to help me!
So It went great the first days..then OK...Now it sucks, and its my fault, Im just sitting her after work waiting for her to get online, and call her every evening, I KNOW this is wrong, and I can feel and see that this is getting to much, because she has friends, work, school, family, and I only have her out her. So this put me in a lame spot. And she starts to respond slower, show less interest, even yesterday she said it was too late, she wanted to sleep so I couldn't call her. But at the same hand, she still says (When we are talking emotionally) that she is missing me a lot, she cant wait, and all that stuffs, ofcourse I reply 10 times back because my head is messed up since it is feelings involved.
She is now like a completely different person, but Im not sure if it is just communication over the internet and phone that does this to her, that she acts so cold, that i have to soften her UP to get a real conversation..Anw, I'm Loosing this, and I really want her...And I need you guys to think for me! atm Im starting a Freeze Out, But Im pretty sure she will join me on that, and wont take initiative to start a conversation before I break and do it. Im just trying to play games and stuff to get her out of my mind, BUT this SUCKS!
Thanks for reading! Hope you can help do a good deed, since that is my intentions with this girl
And again, Im sorry for my english..