I have had a girlfriend for a little under a year now but recently meet a girl who I have known and had deep feelings about since I first met her 4 years ago, we dated a bit but nothing worked out back then partly due to my own insecurities and confidence issues(Which are fine now) and her not wanting to be in a relationship having just broken up from a bad one.
We see each other around every 3-4months as she lives in the same area, every time this happens there always seems to be these moments between us but nothing came of it as I have pretty much always been in and out of other relationships since seeming to start a new one after not seeing her for awhile.
The other night we met by accident but ended up talking for ages, eventually she admitted having feelings for me but didn't want to act on them due to my current relationship, after I admitted having feelings for her she kissed me...It felt amazing.
I am now torn and cant think about what to do. Fact is this girl is going to collage in a few months, its 1-2 hours away and I work full time so making any kind of relationship would be tough I think. I have text her since but no reply I think she might be ignoring me feeling guilty about what we did.
My current relationship was going well but I don't have the same feelings about my current girlfriend has I do about her. I fear that I will through away my current relationship over something that wont work with her. In the past she has had commitment issues.
I know what I write sounds bad and will hurt my girlfriend greatly but I can't stop these feelings and every time I see her they come back, this time its worse and I need to sort this out so I can move on. What should I do?