Well guys, I feel great with the changes I've been seeing. My confidence is through the roof. I have many sticking points, but its all a learning experience. My nerves are in check, all except with the one that got away.
Facebook is something we all have. Checking up on friends, playing game and memories. I've got great memories of this one girl from High school. I was infatuated with her, and she knew it. We got along great. Even asked her out on a date. She said yes and I felt awesome. I was in a different Mindset back then and did some questionable things. Well thankfully things have change.
A little while back I got a hold of this girl on facebook, but only exchanged a few messages. I received this one from her that just froze me. I was with a long time GF at the time and didn't know how to respond. It's been 2 years since I received it and the long time GF has been gone for a year. I would love to get back in touch with this girl, but I don't know if I've waited too long to reply and like I said I still get nervous even at the though of talking with her.
Here is the last message she sent me.
It has been way too long! You look great yourself! I'm glad to hear that things are going well for you now. And a daughter!--That's so wonderful ****(Heat)! I bet she has just changed your world!
Life is full of mistakes. I've made so many myself. But I think that sometimes you need to take the wrong roads to lead you to the right ones. And no matter what things could always be worse, I guess that's the way I see it.
After highschool I took a couple of night classes, had a couple of jobs. Served at a pub for five yrs but finally quit this summer. I got to the point where I would work from 6pm til 2am and then go out and drink til 7. Sleep all day, then do it again. It wouldn't have been so bad if it was just every now and then, but it began to just get overwhelming, not to mention feeling like crap everyday. I knew I had to get out of that seen.
Now I'm just in an office out in *****, working days. I go out once a week as apposed to 5 or 6 times!
I was engaged for a year. Called it off in January. I just didn't feel like it was right. But as for now, just enjoying things (not including this weather!)
Wow, I actually should not bring this up (it's terribly embarrasing) but I still remember the one and only time I ever did mushrooms. You and I went to ***** for dinner--oh did I get sick! I still tell the story though--!
I see that your living in ********* now---how do you like living there?
I would never move to calgary or edmonton but have always thought saskatoon was a nice city.
It's so great to hear from you, and I hope we stay in touch.
If your ever in **** I would love to get together for a coffee or drink to hear more about what you've been up to!
Man my palms are sweating even typing this. I can approach strangers No problem. I'm so lost with this one.