Hi, I am a 21 year old. There is this girl that I have known for almost as long as i can remember. She lives 2 houses down the street and is 2 years younger than me and went to the same school and now university as me. When I was 8 she was my "girlfriend" if that means anything at that age. we always played together and kissed and had fake weddings and stuff like that, For some reason that I cant remember we drifted apart after that and since then I have been totally useless around girls I like. I just cant do anything.
Then about a month ago I was browsing a book store and noticed that she was there too and suddenly felt a desire to see if I can try and see if this can go anywhere. Being a total coward I pretended to not have seen her and when I got home I looked her up on facebook and added her. She accepted and since then we have been regularly talking about random stuff on facebook chat. I just don't know what to do next.
Here is an example of one of our conversations:
Is your power off too?
yeah and I'm in the middle of exam revision! sucks
I NEED POWER FOR MY ESSAY DUE TOMORROW!
I might have to go into uni early and finish it off
gotta love that
Candles, candles everywhere.
it's kind if spooky
Reading by candlelight in the library. Welcome to the 18th century.
do you feel special
now its not special anymore (NOTE: THE POWER HAD JUST COME BACK ON AND SINCE SHE LIVES 2 HOUSES AWAY I ASSUMED HERS HAD TOO)