Re: Perfect 10 blondie, got an instant date, disappeared..
It sounds to me like your daygame might be "fucked" simply because you had that experience last year. Maybe you're too outcome oriented now, or maybe you're seeking too much validation because of that experience. Idk. Just what it sounds like to me.
Caveat: Just because I feel a certain way about my journey doesn't mean you should feel the same about yours.
If you can't say that you would rather die than not do it; you don't want it bad enough.