Re: Am i even date-worthy anymore?
I can understand the pain you're having. I've never been through it myself, but I can only imagine what it would be like, and it sounds hard and terrible.
To answer your question, yes and no is the answer.
Yes, you are not date-worthy because your mentality and condition is so poor that it messes you up. Your big area of collapse was when you lost your stable environment. You had become accustomed to a one-track method, mechanical in many ways, that broke and fell apart when the main power supply for it collapsed. So, in the end, you are now down on the level of a washed up pua.
However, it is never too late to change who you are, and change could help you. There are two ways you can change. Either you can change your outer condition, or you can change your inner condition.
To change your outer condition requires you to go job searching. You need to get a new job and basically form a new life around yourself. After some hard work and once you are on your feet again, you can return to your ways of old and continue to have a merry time since that worked for you.
OR, you can change your game completely and try something new.
Right now, you have no stable routines. I say go into overdrive mode and start socializing with many women in public in the big city. I can say that socializing this entire summer at the beach has massively improved my game and allowed me to think in new perspectives. Participate on the forums actively and experiment with some of the stuff that you see and read here.
To give you a starter, you appear to be a speed seducer. Thus, I would recommend checking out Suave Kino's stuff. He has a mega awesome speed close that involves painful honesty and I think that it would work pretty well for you.
"There is no better than adversity. Every defeat, every heartbreak, every loss, contains its own seed, its own lesson on how to improve your performance the next time." - Malcolm X