I've been gaming a good percentage of girls and there are three, four girls who I've been serious with for the past... year. I'm at a school and I only see the girls at class, and maybe for lunch and the first few months were EXCELLENT. Too nervous to k close, I waited and came up with a excuse to leave and sarge / eat with other people *mainly girls* and so after working on my comfort skills I noticed that the girls that I have gamed are comfy around me but they have a BF . While the BF isn't there, its like old sarges, she's calling me over and is laying basic Kino.... but NOW the BF and her are seen in front of me, she starts making out HEAVILY!
I see the fact that hurt me wasn't the girl, because she was going to be a flake so I could get close to an one itis i had dating WAY BACK. The problem is that I want the BF to go away, I befriend him *poorly* and we are on good terms, but he has that AMOG SMILE and when he gives that doggy dinner bowl look long enough, he finally gets the two - three seconds of serious steam and saliva.
I'm not sure how to fix this, logically I know whats going on.... but aa is back and its hard to think on my feet like I did about a year ago.... Emotionally, I feel like shit..... and its hard trying to cover it in public.............. ............ plz help!!!