So this chick on POF is probably bluffing but...
But screw me sideways!!
Okay had the sh!t kicked out me today by life. Someone ran a red light and almost hit me, my rims were delayed which wrecked my whole day/week. AND my girl/target posted pics of her at the park with another guy (after blowing me off for the 100th time...)
So then I said to myself my life is a living hell take me now Lord.
Anyway I just simply called to tell them my life sucked and I got a gift card for the delayed rims but really I just wanted someone to talk to. Seeing that crap online of other guys didn't help.
This all added to my nightmare feeling that life was b!tching slapping me hard.
Then I was depressed got the gift card but still depressed because how bad I am super sucking at life right now.
Been flamed hard on POF the last few days. So I was like my life sucks I can't get laid and I can't even get my mythical rims. I am a waste of space,
So I got the gift card and got online sent a half-assed kinky message to a hot cougar on POF
"Man that'll poke your eye out emoji"
And boom! She sends me her email saying she wants a casual hookup. I think she is bluffing (girls always trick me out) but I hope I do score with her. Already emailed her hoping to hear back from her about it tomorrow. I was very frank that we should go STRAIT to screwing each other because of all the b.s. in the dating pool right now. I'll be back if I find out anything
When you let go of your feelings you can really then embrace your surroundings
Love is a game that's why I don't worry about it anymore. When you let go of your feelings you find your meaning.