I've been meeting up with this girl a couple of times, we went to a local swimming area and short story french K-close on first date awesome isn''t it?? Could have been.. After that I went to her house a week later and then nothing happend cause she was coming down with the flu, but got a good-bye kiss (LAME, i know) I had a surgery so I am on "sticks" and then a month past and she came over yesterday and I thought that it's on.. But no way, cold as hell, no ioi's, no nothing so now I'm going to tell you what happend..
She came over to my place, she had borrowed a car from her parents (eventhough she has a MC, which she loves), she called me when she arrived cause she was scared of going in the wrong entrance. So I went out and she tried to hug me, kinda hard on sticks so when we came to my room a got rid of them and tolled her to come over here (to get a better hug), to which she replyed no?!? but we hugged and I asked if that wasn't a better hug than the other one and he said year sure (Whatever).. Didn't think to much about it but then we sat down to watch a movie (I know.. I hated myself for it, but what the hell should I do, I'm on Farking sticks!) so we had a normal conversation talking about what had happend in the time we were appart and she had become a part of a MC-stunt team.
During all this I was trying to get some kino going.. I met her at Ju-jitsu training some years back, so just some friendly fighting, you know to get her closer to me but she kept moving away?!? I wanted to tell her something serious, so a put my hand on her cheek like before you kiss and moved her head so she was looking me in the eyes, instantly her hand went up to kinda keep me on distance WTF?!? so after this I went to the toilet just to clear the air and get out of the room and the situation and here I thought " it's going nowhere, WTF do I do??" so When I returned to the room her body language had changed aswell, crossed arms and legs so I frezed her out by sitting as far from her as possible and that helped.. she talked a lot again then she said that she had to get home after like 1˝ hours (was just thinking fark U we havn't been together for a bloody month and now you leave?!?) and she left no kissing, no shit!
Here I just thought fark it lets go AFC and really fark this up.. so i texted her something about that was shit (the end of the movie) could have been both movie and date, who ever was reading it.. and after that i got a weak answar so I wrote back that I was just sitting here all alone with an empty feeling inside.. she replied, What?!? why?.. and just wrote to her that I would text her today instead..
Can anybody help me out on how to get the spark back.. We are Probably meeting wedensday next week for some "graduations" (at ju-jitsu) and she just replied on a text now
I'm thinking about keeping Freezing Her Out and maybe bring a girl friend wedensday.. but I'm not sure