last year i had a crush on this girl, lets say her name is "blond" and i went for it.(this is before i know about the pua stuff) I started talking to her and eventually got her over to my house where she and i got physical. we went out another time after that and it was a total crash and burn.
It was my fault really, i told her was all this horrible Sh1t about myself like: i don't have a car b/c of some drinking tickets, and she would have to drive, and i was really embarrassed about it too. I tried calling her and texting her after that and i think i got too clingy.
days after our last date, Blond packed up and left to peru for a peace core/ mission trip thing; where she met her Peruvian boyfriend.(the guy blew me out of the water w his good looks!)
SO i eventually i got my car back, found a job, and started getting jacked. I forgot about her and went on w my life, until i saw her at my schools homecoming dance, where i didn't say much to her at all. And again at graduation, where we had some good conversation. (also a bit of flirting)
By this time, i had already known of her break-up w her boyfriend. I started texting her, and i went back to doing what i used to do: asking her questions about herself and having zero fun while texting).
Amazingly, a friend of mine showed me this website and I have been coming here for advice ever since. And within that time i saw her again at a mutual friend's party. I was on my game that night, i didn't kiss her or anything, but i was flirting w her almost the entire night. so i started texting her again using tips form this forum and she went out w me!
But, although we hung out it wasn't exactly what i wanted. It was the middle of the day, and i met Blond at one of my favorite spots in the local forest preserve(its really pretty there). we just sat on this tree and talked. I got Sh1t on by a bird. so i took my shirt off. Then we switched spots and sat in the warm sun, right next to the lake. I asked her how long it had been since her last kiss. But she wasn't going for it, i leaned in but she just turned away.
so i tried to brush it off like i didn't care (even though i did) and we went on talking. we left the forest preserve after i suggested we get some ice-cream. Then we talked over ice-ream and i told her i was going to head home.
now i am at a strange position, i have no idea what to do, what move to take. I think she is just playing hard to get, but idk what to do about it and i really like this girl.