So, met HB8/9 around a month ago. KC 1st time we met. Been on 4 dates so far ( kiss goodnight bit that's it). She's receptive to kino but doesn't necessarily initiate it. If I hold her hand she'll squeeze it back but that's about the max. She says she really enjoys my company and would miss ne if I disappeared outta her life , but I just got the feeling that she's holding back.
Her background - 20 yr old Texan girl. She's only been in 1 relationship. We've spoken of relationships but I've deliberately kept it referring to "friends" and " well if it were me I'd...". She totally agrees with my comments/ideas when we talk about that kinda thing.
But, she doesn't want a FB but says she's not ready for any kind of relationship. I know a friend of her BFF who says she's surprised I've lasted this long - usually she gets scared and calls it off after the 1st date...
I get the feeling she wants me as a bf when she feels like it I'm some kinda toy, but she won't FC I think that would get her too emotionally attached (although I've totally seen her checking me out and she's told me I'm hot and teased her for it a few times) shes receptive to flirting but doesn't always join in??! Currently she's aware of my interest and I've spelled out to her that it's 100% or I'm not bothered. I'm currently gaming other girls, which is an awesome way to keep immune from oneitis. I'm not hung up on this girl but we hit it off on so many levels, it's just a god damned PITA to find another with similar chemistry (I'm 25 by the way)
I did slip a bit into AFC occasionally and it felt like I was the chaser, but that's changed round since she told me that she'd miss me. So what step now. Freeze Out?