This is gonna be my first post here, though I often get myself reading a lot of topics here! Iīm from Brazil, yet I donīt know if its a really important piece of information, mainly due to the fact that women are women despite the geographical localization =P.
Letīs get straight to the point, further introductions shall be made in the right section!
Iīve been chasing this girl from the gym for a long time, since I was dating another girl. Things started to get serious with the latter so I decided to stop chasing the first one, yet I still kept in touch with her. Unfortunately the relationship lasted only 3 months (and I spent the next 2 trying to recover - sometimes I still have setbacks).
A month and half ago I decided to try again with the gym girl. However she told me she had a boyfriend, and all that boyfriend talk women usually give and also, that she was to have a serious conversation with him - if you guys know what I mean - therefore, I backed up a little and gave her some time.
Two weeks ago she started giving me ioiīs at the gym again, so I realised that possibly she broke up with her boyfriend. I played a really tight game on her. I did everything right and with flair (it doesnīt happen so often!). Friday I "asked" (actually I didnīt give a choice hahaha) her out to a local and really nice bar.
Now comes the tough part. She told me (via sms) that she had 2 conditions before going out with me. First one that she couldnīt get too late at home, cause she was attending course next day. Second that I was aware of her situation with her boyfriend! This last f*ckn information really messed with me, although I pretended that I didnīt even read that - what, to my mind, turned her on.
So we went out. But I dindīt try ANYTHING with her! We spent the hole date just talking, I did some Kino, and so did she. It was obvious that she wanted me, but I couldnīt close-kiss her! Not that was beyond my abilities to do so, but even though I could change a lot of myself and believes I still canīt help women cheating their boyfriends! Something really blocks me - maybe itīs because I donīt want my next girlfriend doing this to me!
Next day I woke up feeling like s**t! Regreting every moment I could have spent making out with her but I didnīt! And now I have this feeling that I REALLY need to let this "donīt help to cheat" thing go! But I think I just lost my chance with her! Sheīs probably thinking that Iīm fake, or that Iīm gay, at least! Hahahah
Can you guys shed light on this problem? Should I try again? And mainly, HOW? Should I let it go??
Iīm really looking forward for you inputs guys!!
Thanks in advance!