I've been involved in the pua life style for the past 3 years. I consider myself good at it. Although, I was told that if you can game a stripper your really good. So, last week i met a stripper at my cousins strip club. I also had the house to myself. She called me one day and i invited her over. She came over after her shift and after my friends had left. I went to make her a cocktail when she told me she doesn't drink and she finds it a turn off (i'd been drinking for the past few hours and was buzzed). So, we just layed down and i listened to her ramble on for hours before i passed out.
Next day, I went to her apartment to help her move. I met her 2 yr old son and ex husband. That was fun lol..So, after spending all day with her. She told me how she hasn't had sex in over a year and she doesn't like it and how it took her ex 6 months b4 they had sex. i ended up f-closing that night. After laying in bed with her and getting shot down a few times. I told her i had to leave and i couldn't stay. so, she grabbed me and ripped my clothes off...i still left tho.
Next night she came over and we had sex. A few day go by...Yessterday, we went to NYC for the day. Went shopping, to the movies, dinner etc. Thien i realized everything isass backwards. Normally, I'm in control. I'm doing the negging and the freeze outs and the push/pull technique. However, I find her doing it to me! and i don't even realize it! When i try to neg or Freeze Out or anything. I get yelled out and i find myself like a lil puppy dog looking for acceptance. WTF?! We have nothing in comin besides a having fucked up pasts. She likes me cause i'm the only thing "normal" in her life. And to be honest I only like the sex lol....I just gotta figure out how to reverse this. It's been annoying the piss outta me cuz, i've never had this happen. Any suggestions?