To give you a quick prelude to my situation, any previous intimate experience i've had with girls usually ends in disastrous fashion due to me spending all my teenage years in front of a computer screen, and i've been trying to figure girls out in the last 3 years of college. Sometime around the age of 19 i read a bunch of PUA Forums and got it into my head that cheap lines and routines was how to get into relationships. A lot of that crap is still stuck in my head and i feel like im wielding a weapon that i want nothing to do with.
So I went on a date a few weeks ago and me and her got on really really well - we had so many common interests, shared exact the same sense of humour and got along so well that i was sure i'd met the girl i was destined to marry. At the same time the pua is kicking in and im edging closer to her, putting my arm around her shoulder and doing all that touchey stuff that a PUA does to increase attraction quickly.
We head back to the dorms, I hold her hand on the way, we get back to the dorms, we start making out, go to my room, more making out, i turn it up a notch, she says good night.
She no longer speaks to me now, and i cringe daily thinking about the date. Admittedly, half the reason for posting this is to get it off my chest. But my questions are:
1) How do i get rid of the pua inside of me?
2) Would apologizing to her and trying to go on another date work?