My journey into the HB10s

so i have to start by saying ive never had a HB10 in my life. ive always had hb5-8(5s when drunk lol). the first thing i said when i got separated was that i was a shallow guy and that i need to fix that and find me a hottie to compensate me being like that.

In the University i study at there are lots of bang-able girls based on my taste. the problem is that because of the marriage my taste got degraded a lot.

last monday i man up and opened a girl ive been looking at for the past couple of days. Shes so beautiful its amazing shes interested in me the way she is. I opened and we had a little getting to know each other, then class started and we went in. the day after we hit it off so nicely. she was having a blast and i was having a blast. we laughed so much and talked about so much in so little time, its amazing.

TODAY

today i got to see her. apparently she has been listening to my conversations with HB8 girl(another girl i want to bang and i will with as little effort as possible). on wednesday she asked if i had a book for sale. i did such a nice job in that conversation, i was amazed by myself. I told her i did have the book but i was not selling. her face turned completely and she seemed sad and worried in a matter of seconds. I then told her " you can borrow it" she almost jumped of happyness. i felt so farking good just seeing her reaction. she made my day.

i gave her my #(because i like to do that instead of asking, is she wants she can call, if theres interest she will give me hers) and she asked me to take hers and call her the next day so she could pick the book up. so we meet today. i waited a couple mins for her in a stop in the Uni since she was driving. she arrived and as soon as shes out of the car she completely nullyfied my game. I went dumb by her beauty, she was looking so amazing i was falling in love there . the first thing i blurted was a damn compliment, at least it was a decent one:"you look so elegant". and she did. she was stunning. I can understand now why people talk about the difference of playing the lower numbers and playing these kind of hb9-10 girls. Its so hard to be able to chat these gorgeous girls and game them.

My mind went blank and i had a thought stuck in a look: WOW, WOOOOOW. LOL A couple mins later i was back into semi-game. Beside that i closed badly. We kissed on the cheek twice when i greeted her and as a goodbye. i think i can work my kino the next time we get to spend time together. that will be monday, hopefully we meet before that.

another mistake is that we always share a lot of eye contact. she loves it and i love it. i had my sunglases on and i kept doing my eye contact and she tried but i never took my sunglases off. next time leave them on my car and keep working that eye contact that we enjoy so much.

when we are about the leave i did the most DUMB thing one man can do. she offered me a ride and i farking say NO. We could have talked more, we could have share a more intimate time and i come out and say NO. I felt so much AFC the next couple hours im still suffering from it. working to take that out of my mind.

Another mistake, i tell her, hey you have my #, we can stay in contact, she says "sure we also can share before class" i felt like she tried to tell me DONT CALL ME. damn it i wont. im so scared to do it now.

i think i will start the text game with the successfull: im robbing a bank, u drive or shoot. but since i actually work at a bank and i dont want sh1t ill say, in a 007 kind of way; I need you to help me in a secret mission, Do you prefer to drive or shoot?
and see how far i can go with that text. I want to talk to her so bad. I love weekends but i cant wait for monday!!!!!

im also scared im falling for this girl. i mean, shes amazing and all but i would prefer and open relationship so i can keep dating and meeting other girls and ....... hahahahahahaha
just as im typing this i remembered somthing David D says in an electronic alarm voice "stop idealizing woman" lol all this typing has made me realize that im idealizing her. she could very well be this AMAZING girl and im going to find out, if shes not i fark and dump and thats it. If she is THIS amazing i may have to make a decision about going serious with her. huuuum........... i got the answer by myself, i magically remembered a local quote, my mind is giving me the answers, so the saying goes like this:
" dont jump the river until you have reach it." means dont get to conclusions and make decisions until the time to made them has arrived.

its nice to have a place to fume. ill use this thread as a diary and place where you guys can comment and help me fix some things.

so i was thinking.... what if shes feeling the same way i do? what if shes feeling bad for saying something she wanted to tell me differently? what if all those feeling in my previous post are her feeling right now? LOL that would be crazy.

i went out yesterday with a couple friends. I got to engage a couple sets and i blew every one of them. it sucked.

first i engaged a set of girls from PA. mind that my english is not the best. I did well, started telling her that i will show her to dance reggaeton the puertorican way lol and she was eating it all up until i actually started showing her. she kissed me Goodbye then blew me off. it was awful. then we engaged a 4 set. the girls were like, BITCHES, that were there not having fun and not letting the rest of the people have fun. i tried some of the easy routines like you are the bad girl you are the good girl etc etc and one of them was there to cock block everybody. i neg her, lol told her she was the MOM of the group. that bitch deserved it.

i felt bad about my physique. i think that on night game its very important to be fit, to be able to activate those urges to have just sex with some girls. it was a bad night but i got rejected several times and after a while i know that it will help me thicken my skin.

One mistake i did was that i drank a little too much. next time im out im buying One beer per half hour maximum. i was not as sharp as i should have been. i bet it hurts if i seem drunk.

one thing i saw that could be a great tool to turn off the defensive shields is know about interesting spots in towns or close to some towns so that you can talk about this adventure you had there and turn cockblocks or targets into you.

So 2 cold approaches since i started this. i NEED more experience in night game, thats for sure.

since i want to make things easier on myself i started working HARD on my physique. Im going for the Matador physique. i have a lot of ground to cover but im sure i can reach and i would do anything i can to achieve it(except chemicals).

I have a HIGH social proof in my college. Theres LOTS of girls that are talking to me out of nowhere. On monday i got late to the class where im working on these two girls. another girl(very pretty one too) ill call her HB9 was sitting all by herself and waiting exactly at the spot im always at. i went over to work on the HB10 of course but i saw her today and she passed by the spot i was waiting for another class and she kept the eye contact and smiled at me just like the HB10 did when she wanted me to approach her.

so this is easy, by the end of this week ill approach this hb9 girl and work on her. she used to work at a bakery and she did the same to me while treating others normally. Hopefully i can add her to the list and start gaming her. Theres also one girl that takes TWO clases with me one being my master room LOL. one Tu and Th and another on MON WED, i took a chance and talked to her mid class and she responded pretty well.

Im going to talk about what ive done at my master room so that some of you can try it and see if you get the same results. Im a farking whore lol. i greet every girl i know without looking needy. Good looking, skinny, fat, ugly, nerd, hb10, you name it. that way i portray that im the nicest guy but im extremely fun around. ALL the girls im working are constantly laughing and having a blast just like me. this obviously builds my image with every single girl that gets to see me there. they all want to share time with me and enjoy as well.

Now i need to turn that Blast of fun into attraction and leave the girls wanting my cock inside of them. With all the IOIs ive gotten from hb10 i guess thats what she wants deep inside her. she told me something on Monday that left me wondering.

We were having fun outside and she told me shes (sarcastically) happy because the proffesor is walking towards us. i Loudly said i was so happy too and i think he heard. when i get inside the classroom i tell her that the proffesor is going to flunk me because of what she made me said earlier.

she responded with: "ill take the responsibility for that" ---- she said it in a kind of sexy cute way and she left me wondering what she actually meant by that.

Also got to talk to a new girl that like HB8 was in a class with me the whole semester and we never exchanged words. shes, lets say HB7 with the ASS of a goddess. Shes thick, i LOVE thick girls. shes also from my hometown. Lots of chances with her.

so i could say that im working on:

The ditch(a girl that not important but that i could fark)
HB7 ass goddess
HB8
HB9 will approach before friday
HB10 the girl i really, really, really want to get.

i have to be very carefull st valentines is close and poor lonely girls and out theres looking for men like zoombies looking for brains.

edit: forgot to say something about the thick girl....... CHUNKYYYYY LOL

Too much thought, not enough follow through....

Dont see the issue between you and the HB10 unless of course your falling off your horse and framing your relationship with her as a "friend" only. Typically I would like to shift the frame to let her know as soon as possible, "If you want to get down to more than studying, we can " So to speak. Keepin up with the flirting and teasing/gaming to keep things in that sense...of what you want.

You can sum it up at certain points considering you established your base well, I mean if you can snag her number, keep up some regular conversation with them, and have them seem interested than your pretty much set, you just need to connect the dots all together and cash in. IF they become cold or non-interested than that's when you want to be thinking about what went wrong...otherwise stay golden.

^^^ + rep for taking the time to read all that. thanks a lot for the tips. ill see whats going bad and where i have to work on my game. i know i have some Approach Anxiety i have to work on. AND i NEED a wing... badly.