Feel Like I failed here........... :(

I was at a party recently with two of my friends, who cant wing worth sh1t (I tried to get em into PUA but they refuse). Anyway, we got there. Party was a dud, so we left and I talked to some girls I knew on the way out. Said we are goin back to my friends house, you should come to. The 2 of them came, and brought a friend. 3 guys, 3 girls; should be a good night right? Wrong as hell. They were 3 HB 7.5-9 at least. They came down to the basement, and my friends sat in a corner talkin kinda, and I tried to break the ice with the girls. I dont know if the odds were stacked against me or anything, but it just seemed akward there. I felt weird trying to run my routines on the 3 girls. i dont know what it is, I feel like I should have just gone for it with em, but I screwed up Big time guys . Soon after they left, sayin they were goin to get more friends. They didnt come back. Night failed, Grimbo farked up. What you guys think?
Grimbo....out

I don't really think you farked it up..to be honest you should feel accomplished you took the iniative that your friends didn't..you get their numberr??

Already had em all before it started, they were girls I already knew. And I got high expectations from myself lol

I'm new to the forum, but for me it helps to think about negative reinforcement sometimes. It's great to relish in victories but sometimes failures are important reminders for why you need to keep pushing forward. If you DON'T do your routines you will get slammed again. If you DON'T man up you will be feeling Awkward and regressing. If you DON'T be the confident, smiling guy you will be the creepy guy.

Get comfortable with the uncomfortable. Fall forward Fast.

The account of your experience that night lacks the right details for good analysis, but the gist is there. You're experimenting and gaining confidence, IN YOUR FRIENDS FACES. Which is something most of us aren't doing. We're hiding from our friends and learning this stuff in secret. Just keep doing your thing. You'll make a fool of yourself from time to time, and once you realize you don't mind making a fool of yourself anymore, the gloves will come off and you'll start knocking them out of the park.