Embarrassed during sex- 30 days of No Porn

So this has happened to me before and I found the cure.

I pulled the other night, I have an "I Owe You Money If I Don't Pull" series on a meetup.com group for long island. Basically I have to pull every night I go out or I have to give $5 per member who asks.

Back to it, I pulled last Sunday back to her place. A half-hour from where I live. Short Blonde, 5'1/5'2. Rectangular glasses (i like that), small waist and big tits. She must have been fat and lost weight or something. Pick Up seemed seamless. About 2 hours into it we get back to her place. It was a small little 2 bedroom house with 3 small dogs. On the coach watching a movie, of course the perfect excuse to fark, right? Yes, yes it is. So I start at. First with the hand on the belly, the other around the waist, nudging my nose to hers. Eventually sliding one hand down her pants and the other up her shirt.

She starts to moan and that's like a super signal to reach into my pants pocket, open my wallet, grab the condom and undo the wrapper. I actually did all of that without looking, after my pants were balled up over one of her dogs.

Yeah I got some token resistance like, "I'm not sure if I'm ready for my pants to come off" That took about 1 minute to forget about. But when she said, "do you have protection" as I'm actually putting it on, I couldn't help but laugh a little, on the inside.

Now we're good, obviously. She got off twice. So apparently my going for an extended period of time is not the issue. In fact it's the exact opposite. I go too long, can't finish and when the girls trying to finish up, I get things like, "my arm is getting tired", "c'mon", or "uugh, finish already" Yea I'm not kidding. The worse part is they mumble it or say really low key, like there talking to themselves. farking frustrating man.

So this is what I'm going to do.

30 Days of no porn. I think the years of watching free miscellaneous porn on the internet damaged my brain. Now I'm not a porn addict, I'm not jacking it 3/4/5 times a day. As I've gathered most guys jerk it 1-2 times PER DAY. So I'm half that.

I've actually done this before, and I was cured for about 6 months. So I think it's time I do it again. 30 Days...

Just as a sidenote, does anyone know any studies done pertaining to this subject.

I agree with not watching that stuff. Besides, when I am really in the 'swing' of things, I have no desire to watching as I am pretty satisfied in 'doing'.