OK, guys, thanks for the feedback! this really is a cool forum, afterall!
I'm taking the train today, and not only in a metaphorical way :P
I really hope it's gonna work well, and I feel a bit more confident than usually ...
I've read about a technique of freeing my mind of concerns, as I know that before, after the first time it died, every single time after that, I could only think about "what's gonna happen if it doesn't get up this time around either?????" ... so I found this idea, of trying to be "in the moment", to focus on the physical, by triggering an alarm each time I find myself thinking, or being concerned about something, and focusing immediately on a physical sensation in my body, like focusing intensely on my breath, as I breathe in and out, or focusing my attention on how her skin feels when touching mine, or how her lips feel when I kiss them, so that my logical side of my mind would be occupied the whole time!
I'll let you know how it went, after I get back, which will be around Monday, I think
Wish me luck, I think I'm gonna need it!
Also, have an awesome weekend, guys!